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Sweet Regret

 Today would have been seven years. Eleven years if you count the ones we weren't married to each other yet. She was my best friend and my soul mate. Or so I thought. Well, things end much differently. My choices and her suspicions led to our demise. I'm still bitter about things. Issues lie unresolved. Wounds won't heal and questions weren't answered. Had no closure to things. If I did, would I feel any better? Who knows... Some things have an ending, some things don't. This chapter of my life left off in the middle... One of those 'Choose Your Own Adventure' books, and I turned to the wrong page I guess... Wish I could go back and change things. Fate stepped in and threw me a wicked curve ball. I'll make the most of it and go on, and when the next potential mistake comes along maybe I won't screw up as badly as I had before. So, please forgive me Rita - I'm writing this for me - another regret - a sweet one.

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