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Show My Emotions

 Ryan,

I'm so sorry about yesterday, I don't know what has been wrong with me. I have so many emotions running through me, some of the thoughts running through my head I want out and to be able to say what I'm thinking. But I don't know how to put it into words. I'm trying really hard...If I could I would stop what I'm feeling and push them aside, but I can't! I have been trying, I just don't know. I was told my whole life not to show my emotions and not to talk about them and I'm trying to get past that. But Ryan, it's hard and I hope you can and will be patient with me cause I treasure what we have, or had. I don't want you to think you have to take sides... cause you don't have to. I just need time and I will try to make it go as fast as I can ok. Ryan I love you and I'm sorry. I'm sooo sorry! I hope you can forgive me and I hope you understand what I have tried to tell you once again. I'm sorry. Love you,

Love, Sandi Lyn

XOXOXO

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