Raw & Forbidden

There is a sickness that pulses through my blood, an undeniable piece of my essence, one that I have come to embrace rather than reject. It envelopes me in an engulfing shroud, indulging my imagination with fresh, unadulterated desire, insisting that I take roads in my soul that haven't been mapped.

I must answer my shadows that fall behind me, they want answers, even though I have built impenetrable castles crafted to escape the harsh judgments of the world outside. There I created a safe space and sanctuary, a place where serenity dwells among chaos. Inside these fortress walls I have conjured a world for my angels and demons, real and imaginary, to exist without restraint and tickle their own fancies. 

This land of play that I have nurtured is not just any place, it's an environment overflowing with the raw and the forbidden. Here is where I have all the power, all the moves, all the words that whisper are at my command. In this land all my deepest and darkest fantasies can be a reality and I am intoxicated by the freedom the control gives me. In this utopia and sacred kingdom I am both creator and destroyer, leaving a trail of perils and pleasures that unravel with every passing memory.