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Born To Lose

"I've lost so much on this trail we call life, Doctor Dorothy. I know we are all born to die and that sooner or later everything you own and everyone you ever love will be taken from you, because that's just the way the world is and how people are, blah blah blah...  But damn it to fuck, I've lost too much already and I cannot stand to lose anymore. I've lost people that I love, not from death, but from distance and indifference, debilitating and devastating. I felt I had to lose it all or abandon myself in the process, for you see, being myself has caused me to lose those that I love..."

 "Ryan, I understand. The first thing you must remember is that nothing meant to be in your life will ever require you to abandon yourself to keep it. Let go of what wants to fall. For if you cling to it, it will pull you down when it falls. We are not all born to win, some of us lose, and losing someone because of who you are is much better than losing yourself to someone who loves you for who you are not..."

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