Do the lies wear you down? They must be exhausting. Keeping up with what you tell your friends, family, kids, and lovers. I'm sure it takes a toll on you mentally, emotionally, and physically. Doesn't it always catch up with you? It is impossible to live a happy life like that. Always anticipating when it will fall apart again.
I don't know what lies you are talking about. If you're referring to my blog, some of it's true, some is not, all part of a story I'm glad you're not a part of anymore. I've got more to keep up with than you ever will. Family, friends, children and lovers, my life is full. I've caught up, leaving you behind. I have an impossibly happy life now, happy without you. Things fall apart sometimes, and I'm perfectly alright with that reality. I'm grateful you were the monster you were to me, and that you are so far away from me now. You cannot hurt me anymore.
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