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Sept. 19, 2006

Ryan:

Hello my sweetest! I just got back from rehearsal and should be sleeping, but such is life. The show is not going too well at the moment. Jeff, one of the leads, (it's a double cast) is a total Devin. 3 days left and he still doesn't know songs & lines. Grrr. Let's just hope he can pull it off like Devin.

Sorry I have been bombarding you with thoughts of me stepping on your new found paradise. Life is just so very different for me now. I miss the simple everyday, mundane life I had in Riverton. I miss knowing there is a part for me if I want. I miss knowing everyone and I miss the constant arts that I had in my life. Granted, I get the arts now in teaching it, but it's hard and it's not the same. I'm much more of a performer to teach. I will try to stick it out and give it time, but with the pay/benefits (or lack thereof of) that I get, it is tuff to do.

I am glad to hear that you are doing well and you like it there. It sounds just gorgeous! I wish I could join you. I do intend to someday though. It sounds like a nice, quiet, inspiring place for you to write. Test out those coffee shops, see which one's the best and you've got it made. It sounds like you'll find a job soon, you've done a lot of looking and that's good. If I don't get into Christmas Carol then I will try to get a waitressing job to save for visits. It would also keep me busy, which seems to make things a little better. Besides, you don't want to spend Thanksgiving alone. I understand that you don't want to come here for a bit at Christmas & that's okay. I like spending it with you though. Too bad our parents aren't a couple hours closer.

Well, it's 12:30 & I gotta get up @ 6 so I better stop. I love you so much, & as much as you may hate hearing it, thinking of the next time I'll see you keeps me going most days. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me & I mean it! I MISS YOU!!!

~ XOXO ~ 💋 

Love,

         Katie K.

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