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Poker With Candy

5-5-94

Well today sucked. Jessica came over and stayed with Venessa. Last night sucked too. I've learned that if you fall in love with someone, don't expect them to fall in love with you, and expect to get hurt. I care about Jessica, but I don't think she even cares for me. I feel so depressed. Jessica is just too good for me, and I don't think our friendship will last much longer. I still love her though and won't ever forget her. We're gonna play poker with candy tonight, hope that'll turn out ok. I need to tell Jess how I feel about her, but if I do I think she'll freak and that would blow everything. But I can't keep my feelings bottled forever.

                                                                                                Ryan Jevne

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