~ Ryan ~
A thousand times I said it
wouldn't be the same.
Yet the passion with which we
kissed burned like an open flame.
I was tasting the bittersweet
forbidden fruits.
And questioning why they
were forbidden.
That's what I ask you now.
Why?
In your poem you made me question myself, my beliefs, my feelings. I did. I thought long and hard. Should it be? Yes. Could it be? No. For there has to be two minds, two hearts and souls working together to become one. I don't crave any love, I crave your love. I don't crave a relationship, I crave the feeling that you are there. What you do make me question is would it be right? I get the feeling that you mean age wise. Is that true? I realize that you do not love me as a lover, as an intimate friend, as a soothing partner. So I will try from now on to hide my such feelings. But please don't tease me with your tongue. You already know what happens when you do that. Ryan, I long to lay in your arms, to hold you, to comfort you, to kiss you once more. But you do not want that and I respect that. I will quiet my love, my absolute wonder of you. But I am always here. I do love you. Please remember that. I would do anything for you. I suppose I will go on being used, and using, you did not use me and I did not use you. I will always remember that and love you for it.
Love Always, Your Friend
Andi
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