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Loner On Valentine's Day

Ryan,
Hey, so how's life? How was school? I'm in Dramatic Lit. We're watching a play called Hedda Gabler, we read it and now we are watching it. I like the movie a lot better than I did when I read it. I just talked to Emily about the temple, it was a very interesting discussion. You know don't you that she is getting married? She is WAY excited! O.K. I've just finished all my classes and since I missed lunch and it's 3:10, I'm starving to death! Don't believe me? All I've had today is two glasses of non-fat dry milk and a non-fat homemade roll. (it was GOOD!) You're probably wondering why I'm writing to you, well I just like it! So there! Ha! Ha! Are you going to send Valentine's stuff to Rita! You'd better. I know how it feels to be a loner on Valentine's Day. I didn't mean to be rude this morning when I said that about seminary, I just miss having you in there! I was worried about it after I dropped you off. I hope you don't think I am trying to run your life. I'm sorry if you do! I just want to see you there and for you to get that spiritual lift because I'm your friend. I really didn't mean to make you mad at me! That thing about Rita, I really don't care what you do I was just thinking about Valentine's Day and since I was writing to you I said what I was thinking. Hey, where are you tonight? I was going to talk to you. Hey, are you mad at me? It just seems like you have been avoiding me, do you feel like I am after you or something? I'll say it straight, I really enjoy having you as a buddy, but I don't want anybody to feel like I'm chasing them or anybody else. I really want to stay your buddy but I can't read you well enough to be able to tell if you hate my guts and just tolerate me or if you really feel like I'm your friend. I definitely feel you're my friend. I feel like you're as good a friend to me as Nancy is and I am very happy about it. I really am glad you are my friend, and maybe I shouldn't have said anything. I'm probably just thinking wrong because of the medication I'm taking. Shawna Cooper said that that was one of the side effects. (she takes it too!) If I'm just imagining things tell me! I'd better go, Nancy is teasing me about my spelling. (don't you start) Give me some slack, I try!!! This is probably the longest note I've ever written, you should feel privileged. 

Heidi

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