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Other Side of The Glass

I am a lonely soul, out here, on the other side of the glass, looking in on all of you, wondering how I have become so jaded, and all of the pain that I am going through is starting to make me feel invisible. There was once upon a time when I lived on the other side of the glass, where I found love and laughter, yet now I'm on the other side, away from all of you, and no one is coming around anymore. It's painful in here, living so, knowing there is no longer an open door, just glass, as I peer in on you, each and every day. I wonder and sit, thinking of life before that glass came between us. What happened to me, I do not know, but I must accept my new role here, where I truly wish to be is no longer what is needed for my lonely soul. I'm on the other side of my old reality, with no possible way to bring it back. The dreams I have are my only freedom, but even there there is a resistance to an indifferent reality. A reality that once shined, before I lost myself. Life goes on on the other side of the glass for all of you. Without my presence there, on the other side of the glass, all that's left for me are the reruns of my life, my life on the other side of the glass. My reflection there has faded into a long, lost fantastic memory. 

R.L.J.



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