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Unlove Someone

"I don't think he had any idea of what it did to me, to leave him the way I did, how it crippled me in ways I couldn't imagine. I had to go on and act as if it wasn't killing me to go on without him. It ate me up inside, and there was a battle within me every single day to keep myself together. He didn't know how I had to pick up the broken pieces of my heart, how I tried to fit them back together, all the while knowing they'd never fit back the same way again. It may have seemed like nothing to him, but it was everything to me. My whole world fell to the depths of hell and I was powerless to stop it. Yet I kept it all hidden away, for I didn't want to be seen as weak. I didn't want him to see how terribly I was falling apart. The truth was, it affected me more than he could have ever imagined. You see, it's utterly impossible to unlove someone you once loved so deeply unless you never really loved them to begin with." 


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