"Remember when you told me that one of the last things he said to you was to keep the light, and to not let the darkness inside? He was right you know. You let the darkness inside of you, and maybe he is or is not to blame for that, but let's leave him out of this. Sometimes the darkness comes from the pain and the anger. Are you still going through the pain and the anger?"
"Yes. The anger and the pain are still there, but only from time to time. Now, mostly it's just a hollow sort of aching in my heart, like a numb void in my guts. These last several months have been a dark chapter in my life. I've had some dark chapters, but this one by far is my darkest. Sometimes I wake up and think that this can't possibly be my life, but it is. Then an even darker thought enters my mind, perhaps I deserve this dark chapter, because I've been writing myself into this dark chapter for some time now."
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