He was passionate, unfocused, with all the right ingredients to make an outstanding actor. He didn't trust himself too completely, for he knew himself too completely to know he couldn't trust himself. This shined through the brightest, and this is why so many people found him appealing, either of the sexes. This vulnerability that exuded from Ryan was enchanting and sometimes disarming, and perchance, heart breaking. To know him was to know him, and to know him was to love him. If one simply looked at him long enough, those who looked would immediately realize how sad, depressed and tragic he really was. Yet there was raw beauty under all that. Ryan was, he felt, transparent to those around him when he was truly himself. The Ryan that those closest to him knew was an amazingly strong person, who just happened to trip through a small puddle on his way home from school, and laughed because he'd kept his shoes clean all day, up til that point.
Ryan, Carolyn & I were thinking it would be fun for us to have some drinks Thur. night or tonight. You should call me from the payphone. ------> Please call even if it's to say you can't make it. We just think it'd be fun. Luv Always, Amy & Carolyn I love you son! MOM P.S. Shakespeare & Ryan Rule!
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