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Unresolved Crap

Dear Rita,

Yeah, I got your letter. I'm very unhappy. I never thought the day would come. I guess it's better for you this way, but hell if it is for me. Why? The feeling's I've got for Erin aren't even close to the loads I've got for you. Thanks for being honest with me, though, I respect that. But, if you really did love me, you'd wait for me. All this "unresolved" crap has nothing to do with us. If you loved Bill more, I'd understand, but I don't. So, there's something you still aren't telling me. What is it? I was right when I said we'd never last without seeing each other. You said nothing would change, I believed you, but now, God I'm starting to cry. I'm sorry it had to go this way, but it's totally your decision. If you want it this way, I'm not gonna fight it. As for Erin, I want nothing to do with her. Some test, I'll fail. Knowing that you're with someone else is tearing me apart. I'll never get over it. Why, Rita, why? I forgive you. I wish you and Bill all the best. I'll write when I can. Don't forget me. I love you, no matter what. I'm not going to ask you out again. Don't worry about coming this Summer. I'll never forget you, Rita. Please write back. Our anniversary would have been May 13th, but hell, so much for that idea. I'll never be the same knowing that I wasn't enough for you. You were the love of my lifetime. I would have done anything for you. I've really got nothing to look forward to anymore. It just goes to show how much you really did love me.

Ryan Jevne

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