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Twirling Butterflies

Thursday October 12, 1995

Ryan,

Hey hon. What's going on? Not a whole lot here. Man this week has had me so stressed. I go to State Marching on Saturday. The whole band seems to be so relaxed and my stomach is twirling butterflies like crazy. I'm so nervous. I asked Mr. Spitzer if I could drive down there by myself, that way I could stop by Riverton, and stop to visit you. He said that that was prohibited, and if I drove down by myself that I couldn't perform. Sorry I tried.

How's school? It's o-kay- here. The classes are too long. We have block scheduling, and so each of our classes are 90 minutes. My first class is awesome, though. The teacher is so cool. It's Creative Writing. We get to leave class and take walks to the park and stuff. We rarely have assignments, but when we do, we have fun doing them. We went to the art gallery the other day, and we had to write about a sculpture or painting we liked. It was so cool.

Well, I guess this is the hard part of my letter. I have some questions to ask you. Please answer them truthfully. TRUTHFULLY. Why are you with me? Why do you like me? Who do you care more for, me or Erin? What do you want out of this relationship? Do you even want this relationship? Do you really mean it when you say you love me? 

I'm sorry that the questions seem so blunt, and rude, but I feel I need to know. I care for you greatly, but I'm not so sure you feel the same. Please answer my questions honestly. No matter what you say, I'll still care, and be here for you always. 

Well, I don't know what more to say. Have you got any pictures of you yet? If you have, then please send me one. It would bring me great joy. When I get mine I'll be sure to send one to you. Until I hear from you again.

Love Always & Forever

Rita Rosalita

"If you no longer love someone, it was not love to begin with, but only infatuation. Because love endures forever." K.G.

Please Write Back Soon 

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