Dear Ryan,
hey honey. Sorry to worry you like that. It's just, I dunno. I guess I really don't know what to think. Lately, I guess I've been a little confused. So much has been happening, changing. I love you so much, and I guess I really don't want to lose you. I was just a little scared I guess. Ryan, the miles between us mean nothing. I feel as if it's just a test to see how strong our relationship is. If we can pull this off, we can do anything. In our hearts there is no distance. I'm sorry I sounded like I was doubting your loyalty. It's just hard. Ya know, with Erin there, and me here, it would be so easy for you. Remember what your parents said about temptations? Well, listen to them. They seem to know what they are talking about. You said in your letter that we could never really have the relationship we both want. Well, never is kinda stretching it. It takes a lot of time and a lot of love. Right now, I have you, and that's what I want. All I'll ever ask of you is your love and acceptance. It's a dirty job, I know, but I think you're capable of holding the position. I'm a hard person to tolerate, and you've got excellent tolerance for me! As for Erin, she's a little girly, and you're becoming a very mature young man. You don't need to mix yourself up in her games. She's your little sisters' best friend. Just leave it at that. Ignore her and go your own way. If she gives you any more notes, don't read them, just give them to Candace and ask her to return them to her. If you can do that, then you're more mature than you were when I first met you. I am disappointed with your grades. You have so much more potential. When you write to me you use the grammar of a college person. I don't know many people your age that use grammar like that. You're so smart and your education will take you so far. Trust me. Of all people, I know how valuable an education is. Right now, it's one of the proudest things I have, but you're the proudest, so it ranks 3rd proudest, right behind my music, at 2nd proudest. Well, I dunno what more to say. I love you a lot, and don't forget that. I hope I hear from you soon. Real soon. Love ya!
Love Always
Rita Rosalita
"I finally found the love of a lifetime." Firehouse
W/B/S
P.S. I'll send you a picture as soon as I get one!
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