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'Love At Home'

4/27/98

Rita, 

Here's another letter that may never get to you. But it helps me to write them, it gives me something to do. Life here is the usual. Went to church yesterday, because my mom threatened to make my life miserable if I didn't. And I don't doubt that she could. She's gotten mean lately. She lectures me every time I turn around. Telling me things I've been told a hundred times, like it's gonna make any difference if I hear it one more time. I went to sacrament meeting and the pianist started playing 'Love At Home' and I broke down. I had to walk out, I didn't go back in there. Don't ask me why. I just didn't, it hit me hard. I had an appointment with a cardiologist today. I didn't go. See, my hearts been hurting a lot lately. I try to keep it to myself. I say one thing to my mom and she freaks. It's not a problem really, I'm just growing. I think it's because my ribs are moving back into place. So, how's life on that end? Don't have much more to say. Later.

RYAN

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