"I fell to my knees next to the car and lost it, and just started crying, having a meltdown after trying to remain strong for too long. I just fell apart right there and you wouldn't even do or say anything. You didn't want to touch me or show any emotion at all. What was I supposed to think?!?!"
Katherine, in tears, playing back the memory in her mind, confessed and questioned.
Randy broke down as well, after fighting back his own memories, and tears.
"I couldn't process any emotions at all, there wasn't any inkling of what I should feel or what I should do. I hated feeling needed so much, all of the time, from everyone around me. I hated being loved so much, knowing that I couldn't possibly and honestly return that amount of love, back to those who gave me their love so willingly."
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