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Brian

Dear Brian,

I'm writing this letter to you, but for me. I'll never send it, you'll never read it. 

My heart was always on fire when we were together. The butterflies were always there. The love was always there. It's still there, deep in my heart. The love I hold for you is the deepest love I've ever felt. I will never be able to explain that level of love, and I may never find it again.

But I had to let you go. I had no other choice. It's as if you had died. The grief I felt when you chose to leave my life was harrowing. It broke my heart in every possible way.

But I understand why you had to leave. You couldn't connect with that level of intense emotion. I was too much for you to handle. I held you too tightly. I blame myself for that.

I'll cherish the beautiful moments and memories that I experienced with you. My heart will always hold a place for you, and my heart is missing a big piece because of you.

Wherever life takes you, Brian, I love you!

Ryan

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