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This Foreign Place

"Do you want me to not touch you, do you need some space? I know you're angry with me right now and that's okay..." Katherine was doing the best she could to restrain herself. She only had a few hours with Randy and she wanted to get a realistic feel for how he was doing in this foreign place with other addicts.

"No, don't touch me, and yes, I need my space. I am trying really hard not to be angry with you, I am not and I am at the same time." Randy was completely honest with her.

"I can understand that. You need some selfish space and time, and that's okay, too. Is there anything I can do to make this easier for you? I feel so bad, like this is all my fault." Katherine went on.

"I just want to be home, yet I don't, you know? I know I need to work on myself, but it's so difficult having everything up in the air between us. I was told not to make any life changing decisions while I was here, or for a year after. How can I possibly do that?" Randy confessed and asked.

"Everything at home is fine, the bakery is doing great, the kids are happy and busy. I get lonely on the weekends, and especially at night. That is the hardest part for me. Naturally, I miss you, but I know this place will be good for you, if you let it be. We can wait. I can wait. The most important thing right now is you. You need to decide what you want when you come out of this place."

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