"Honey, I'm bisexual, you've always known that. Right now I have no sexual desire towards women at all." Randy explained, five minutes before Katherine needed to be out the door.
"So, it must be me then? Have you felt this way when you were with other women? What about Rosalie? What about Constance?? Did you feel that way with them???" Katherine asked, lining up the questions perfectly to make her point drive home.
"No." Randy confessed.
"Then, it has to be me. I'm sorry I'm not a super model, I mean, look at me..." Katherine presented herself melodramatically with a sweet little jig of a dance.
"But this isn't about you." Randy went on. "It's about me, and not you. It's about me, not you, not you, there's nothing wrong with you..." He stammered, repeating himself, in an effort to make sure it was understood.
"I don't understand." She called me out with the next question. "Are you one of the other, bi or homo?!"
"I feel like you're calling me out right now." Randy spoke very cautiously and partially wounded. "Like I can't be both..."
"You can't be both, bisexual and gay." Katherine tried to find reason in the confusion. "If you're not attracted to women anymore and you find men more attractive now, then how can you say you are bisexual, when clearly your current attraction status is men only?!?"
"I can see how this may be very confusing, honey, but that is where I am at right now and I wanted to talk about this. We needed to talk about this." Randy tried futilely to explain the state of where he was, realistically, even if he himself didn't completely understand it.
Katherine couldn't make sense of it. She stopped and dropped what she'd started to do. "I know we can get through this, if you want to." She finished.
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