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Child of The Stardust

Question... Back when, were you sort of into me?

Yes sir, I was!

Really?

Yes!

Can I ask why? Even though I'm straight.

There was just something sexy and vulnerable about you. You were so honest and whole and genuine.

We're you trying to turn me? And, yes, I'm honest to a fault.

No. You can't turn what isn't.

If only girls could see that. And to be honest, of it wasn't for the sex stuff, I thought about it.

We could've snuggled. Maybe. But I understand. At least it was a thought. That means a lot. Thank you!

A friend of mine who might be bi tried that once. He slept in my bed with me. I've done that before and it didn't bother me at the time. But afterward I started thinking and it made me uncomfortable.

Trust your gut. Everyone is innately bisexual.

I'm a touch centered person, and that touch, after the fact, was weird. 

I get that.

I mean, I've been overseas and we had to shower together and all that and there was a playful brotherhood vibe, that was okay. Slept in beds and that was fine. I'm not homophobic.

I know.

It's the sex stuff that bothers me.

But I think part of you is curious still.

Sure. But weirded out too.

The sex stuff works itself out.

I'm not uncomfortable.

You are.

Nope.

Ok.

I mean, I won't lie. I contemplated the idea of dating you for a second. But I got over it.

What? Even now??

Ryan, you're an amazing guy. I love the ever living stuffing out of you. But I'm not gay, dude.

If you say so. Goodnight.

Besides, you'd never want the nomad lifestyle I want to have.

Probs not.

There you go. Goodnight.

Sweet man you are, Hunter.

I'm a child of the stardust that made us.

Same here. Finding each other in the nothingness.

Bing Bing Bing

Bing Bing Bing!

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