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Weeping & Wailing

Three of them came to me, together, in the night. They were a packaged deal, I could tell. They were connected to each other for some awful reason, I was sure. They were dark and powerful, and they paralyzed me at the gates between waking and sleeping. 

I was suspended in this time frame for what felt like days.

They were here to keep me down, afraid that I'd make a decision and move forward with my future.

I wrestled and screamed out to my wife, who was sleeping with our sweet babies in the room next to me...

I remember my soul clawing on the headboard, as I struggled to escape these three beings. I was yelling, screaming, thrashing and fighting!

Why wouldn't Katherine wake and wake me from this nightmare of suspended horror?!?!

I recognized them after the fact, but in those moments between waking and sleeping I was bound to my bed by these three spirits that terrified me.

My sweet wife finally came in. "Honey, are you ok, what's going on...?"

She had finally heard me. I'd been crying out for hours, but she'd never heard me...

It took me minutes to convince myself that I was truly awake, and hours to experience the memories of it all. And days to sort out what I experienced and who they might be.

They were Weeping and Wailing and Gnashing of Teeth. 

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